Week of Aug 20th, 2009

Went to see BB on his 1st birthday. Feel so happy to see that smiley face, and to see Susanna, Tim and Nanny. Sometimes it's strange how chemistry amont people work. Susanna and I were in 2 different circles back in highschool, who would imagine we can (well at least I am) get along so well together? I really love them from my heart and wish them the best.

 

Had my review with Tony. What a pleasant time being so highly praised. Hm....at the age of 30+ I found what I like to do and what I'm good at.

 

The notary public study is driving me crazy. Don't get me wrong I didn't spend that much time on the book, it's just every single min I spend on reading gave me a headache. Is it really as sister said - I have learning disability?

 

Googoo had her Bark Noi Cheung operation. She's fine now.

Be brave

I would have thought everything will start new and fresh. It doesn't seem so. I did learn more about Don. The more I learned the more I don't trust. He's so full of bullshit. I now will doubt what I trusted before - how he cares, how he wants to marry me, how hard he will try to look for me if I run away.....everything is bull shit.

At least I know how I can handle it when that day comes again. I will be stronger, and care not as much since I know he doesn't really love me that much.

Be strong and brave when it's time.

新的開始 - 香港我返黎喇!

我既新生活係噹噹唔要我個一刻開始喇。晌短短既一個星期我由一個開心比人縱慣既lala變為。。。另一個一樣咁開心，一樣係比人，比家人縱既lala。

我已經將new york個apt放左盤，租賣都殺。賣屋之前既裝修安排，機票，搬運公司等等都攪掂。連係香港既工都confirm 埋。一個禮拜ju 喎。真係唔可以唔佩服我既決心同毅力。

終於晌五年之後返屋企喇。爸爸不停晌電話道重複 - "你返黎我就最開心" 。媽咪仲誇張，已經執緊間房。

我會好好咁記住呢幾年噹噹帶比我既快樂。希望你想起我既時候都會係pleasant架喇。BYE BYE 噹噹，BYE BYE New York。

曲終人散，大團完結局~~~

山盟海誓 轉頭唔係

我都估唔到咁快。以前應承既承諾呢？點解人可以咁既？

你話我唔比你同其他女仔去camp就係controlling，試問有邊d女朋友會唔計介意呢？你話我同你d朋友出去唔出聲，你唔係今日至知架，我亦有保持basic禮貌架。

講到尾原因只有一個 - 厭倦左無左新鮮感。你想分手就諗d似是而非既excuse。我為左噹噹我真係付出同改變左好多。我一直都知唔會work out 架啦，只係估唔到咁快同咁絕情嗟。星期日去佢屋企囉野，佢理都唔理我。我拖住三大袋野，滴住眼淚一個人行去搭地鐵。係好心酸 不過我唔會再喊架啦。

呢d時候我d最愛就出場啦。。。。細佬一知道竟然立即買機票由香港飛黎。一個最憎搭長途機，一個有家室既人喎。仲有我事業繁重既家姊亦放低個女同老公，話每個weekend都由boston過黎陪個我，連話過今年唔再飛長途既父母都爭住黎。唉，我點可以令佢地擔心失望呢 ？家人好好 佢地無講過噹噹一句壞話，只係默默咁支持我。細佬一句說話最囉命 - "二家姐你知唔知我地全家人每一個最錫個個都係你呀？"

身邊有咁多愛，我唔會比自己變得bitter既。

last piece

Finally it's time to write the last piece of blog.

The happy days with Don are officially over. I have to admit I am the one to cause it - I wanted it to happen. Not that I have any major complaints not that I don't love him enough. I just don't see any future for us.

 

艱辛之旅

 

講落一疋布咁長。。。。話說上星期由加州返黎個陣同噹噹嗌交 - 佢走去同我講話佢大佬唔鍾意我因為我唔夠靚喎。嘩大佬。。。唔係呀話，1)一個光頭老餅老土既大陸佬咁講我。2)佢老婆仲醜過我 3) 噹噹唔使咁直呀話？4)噹噹竟然唔晌佢大佬面前幫我 etc etc etc。。總之加加埋埋嬲到我死，一直都無啋過噹噹。

本來我地PLAN左JULY 4TH 既LONG WEEKEND喳車上多倫多同嘛嘛慶祝生日既。既然咁有骨氣咯，我咪唔使噹噹車我去多倫多囉，我搭巴士! 十三個鐘呀無陰功，不過我又真係幾硬頸架。莫講話十三，廿三個鐘都捱到呀。

去到TORONTO 已經半夜，姐夫黎DOWNTOWN接我，返到嘛嘛到即刻上床訓覺。

第二朝7點就比姨甥女叫醒。同家姐剪頭髮，再去同姑姑食SUSHI。

下午行街傾計飲珍珠奶茶，跟住夜晚就同嘛嘛 AND 其他親戚食飯。似乎係TORONTO 都係離唔開食。晌呢個trip我食得最多就係荔枝勒。

呢餐有冬瓜盅，填鴨，生菜包，魚，龍蝦，海鮮飽飽，菜，炸生蠔，炒飯依麵甜品，仲好大碟。食剩好多打包。埋單can$420都算抵。係我做老細架，幾豪呀。

睇下，四代同堂。

Part of 多倫多親戚。

祝嘛仔生日快樂，年年有今日歲歲有今朝，身體健康，長福長壽，大魚大肉!

第二日約左一D多倫多朋友，又黎珍珠奶茶。我叫左炸蕃薯，好味道。傾下傾下就三個鐘LU，仲想8耐D不過我地有個媽咪要返歸溴仔。唯有下次再見。

 

夜晚走啦。。。搭半夜車添呀。沿途無乜點訓。睇到出面好大霧，幾鬼秘。

搭長途車既救星黎喇~~~

返到NEW YORK 係朝早9點，去左朋友屋企放抵D野諗住返去訓覺，但係天氣太好啦，拎住D行李都要去SHOPPING。

Hmmmmm。。。唔知噹噹無左我呢幾日點呢 ？掛住我定甩難呢 ？

加州之旅

星期六一早機，飛到三藩市先十點幾。去DON表姐屋企搵佢表姐表妹同姑媽飲茶，之後去酒店CHECK IN。再去海岸邊行同飲野。

夜晚去探我兩年無見既best friend Joanne。佢仔仔好大隻好得意呀。佢聽覺有d問題，希望佢會無事喇。Joanne同Paul請我地食法國野，cheese fondue 好味道!

第二日就係JUDY既WEDDING 喇。一個我去過最感人既婚禮。

個牧師讀出新郎新女良寫比對方既信，一對新人喊到收唔到聲。Judy 係我highschool同學，畢業後無聯絡但我對佢有一見如故既感覺 好喜歡佢純真開朗既性格。係個wedding裡面睇得出佢地好愛對方，相反我知道自己對噹噹無一份無私既愛。

夜晚擺酒更加熱鬧。我比較喜歡Judy 呢種無玩鹹濕games，無開門利是八婆games 既 wedding。對d賓客尤其d長輩比較尊重。

好開心見返d舊朋友。雖然好耐無見但仍然好親切。

祝新郎新女良白頭到老，三年抱兩，永遠深愛同尊重對方。

Wedding day 第二日飛去LA再楂車去Vegas。住Luxor Hotel，晌正the strip 好方便。第一晚噹噹要食越南菜 諗住好近，點知行左差唔多兩個鐘，仲搵唔到，死得。

三日Vegas 之行做左 - 噹噹輸左$300，FREMONT STREET LASER SHOW，DAVID COPPERFIELD MAJIC SHOW，VOLCANO SHOW，LION IN MGM，兩次BUFFET，PIRATE SHOW，FOUNTAIN IN BELLAGIO，HOOVER DAM，LAKE MEAD, SHOPPING AT THE OUTLET MALL, 買左條true religion $80咋。

 

星期五楂返LA，原途去左間DINER - PEGGY SUE，有特式但FOOD 同SERVICE就麻麻。LA留一日半咋。星期四晚同噹噹個表弟食盤菜，食左三個鐘。個晚就聽到MICHAEL JACKSON 既BAD NEWS，咁岩我地晌LA。地第二朝去HOLLYWOOD 同WALK OF FAME。

 

噹噹食到佢恨左好耐既FATBURGER。

夜晚去Manhattan Beach 睇日落，但空氣太差喇。

呢個trip都好開心，可惜係飛機度發生"不愉快事件"一宗。要遲d 先post 上黎。

哎呀，返到New York 另一開心就係見到blog友挑皮太太重出江湖，好卦住佢呀。